I just had my first surgery yesterday. And I'm now just resting at home and I've been sleeping a lot too. I'm ready sore. And I can't do much. I can't lift anything havy and been talking a lot of pain pills from the hoslital. It stings real bad. I haven't been movieing much. I've been going online with my phone insted of my computar. I'll be having an other surgary soon after I'm heald. I should be able actually sleep when I'm done. Having sleep adsomnia and panic disorder is a very bad combo to have. I had a total breake down at the hospital I was crying cause I was waiting for the ever to get in and the wait got me scared and I felt like giving up and going home. I feel a sleep a while after the breake down and I was more calme so I caould continue.

Well unless I tell you other wise I'll be home. I'm only answering txts right now it hurts to talk sometimes. Anyway that's what going on in my world now. I'll try to keep in tuch with everyone.